Beautifulloser.com

Lyrics

[Verse 1] She sang jazz in the fifties Wrote songs in the sixties And acted in seventy-five When she crashed in Paris And died for a minute She was full of herself And full of the future [Chorus] And she was beautiful She was radiant but broken For she knew her soul had gone ahead To hold the right door open [Verse 2] Oh she kept on singing And dancing and ringing The same bells that she rang before But she wasn't looking for beauty now She was looking for thе door And we all looked for it in darkness togеther And we looked for it in light And we looked for it in worlds That only existed at night Then one day she went to pieces With the whole world looking on And now she's just another loser On beautifulloser.com [Verse 3] So the world kept turning And we got into learning How to be all grownup and tough And we all turned into doctors And lawyers and stuff But it was good to know she was out there Being free for everyone While someone bad was dreaming up Beautifulloser.com [Chorus] She was beautiful She was radiant but broken For she knew her soul had gone ahead To hold the right door open [Verse 4] Now she's back in the business With a smaller apartment And a whole new set of dreams And a small-time agent who's guaranteed To get her face on a million screens So she went to a few auditions But she couldn't get a part They were always after a younger woman Someone full of herself And full of the future [Verse 5] But this weird little kid he kept coming around And banging on the door Saying, lady, I work for this web site I know you'd be perfect for But they won't care about your redemption And they don't allow wounds to heal The customers like you broken It's a take it or leave it deal Now she lies in the shadows And dies for the camera And she'll do what you want her to do Whilst trying to hang on to The memory of a young girl So full of herself And full of the future [Chorus] And she was beautiful She was radiant but broken 'Cause she knew her soul was up ahead Holding the right door open [Verse 6] So she filled her room with flowers And she wrote to everyone But she never said a single word About beautifulloser.com She said she was living in India Where the air was clear and still And every soul's got a private door That you can pass through at will Then she took down all her mirrors And broke 'em one by one While I was busy getting rich Off beautifulloser.com [Verse 7] And her heart was aching Her hands were shaking And she knew her soul was out there waiting So with the whole world looking on She put a shotgun in her mouth On beautifulloser.com [Outro] And she was beautiful (She was beautiful, beautiful) She was beautiful (She was beautiful, beautiful) She was beautiful (So, so beautiful, beautiful) Oh so beautiful (She was beautiful, she was beautiful) She was beautiful (Oh so beautiful) She was beautiful (So beautiful) She was beautiful