In The Green

Lyrics

[JUTTA and (SHADOW)] I have dreams (I have dreams) I remember (I remember) I have dreams (I have dreams) I remember (I remember) I have dreams (I have dreams) [BOTH] I have dreams I am in a garden at night I am not supposed to be here I feel the pleasure of the absence of eyes [JUTTA and (SHADOW)] No one (No one) Is looking at me (No one) And so I look at (No one) Everything [BOTH] I can see I can see the last of the light Reflected in the green Of everything [SHADOW and (JUTTA)] (I see) coming (down) the path (It's he) I feel (his) wrath [JUTTA] I am not supposed to be here [SHADOW and (JUTTA)] (I smell) hunger (on) his breath (I feel) fingers (cold) like death My head (pushed) into (the) dirt His hand (pulling) at (my) skirt [JUTTA] I am not supposed to be here I am not supposed to be here I am not supposed to be here [SHADOW and (JUTTA)] I am supposed to be running away I will never live inside closed doors again I am (how) supposed to be (did he) running away I will never live inside closed doors (find me) again I am supposed to be running away [BOTH] I am supposed to be running away How did he find me I'm not going back I'll run until I die And when I can no longer run I'll teach myself to fly I try [SHADOW] My face goes numb [BOTH] I try [SHADOW] Air leaves my lungs [BOTH] I'm lying on my back I'm staring at the sky I open up my mouth but the air swallows my cry Why [SHADOW] Is he taking me [BOTH] Why [SHADOW] Is he breaking me [SHADOW and (JUTTA)] The sky stares back (the sky stares back) The air moves by (the air moves by) The trees just listen (the trees just listen) [BOTH] And nod and sigh My heart is a stone My body is not my own My heart is a stone My body is not my own [JUTTA] Leave me alone [BOTH] I do want to be here I'm not going back I'm not going back I'm not going back I'm not