Actual Pain

Lyrics

[Intro] It's tearing me apart Deep inside my heart [Verse 1] Tell me, why I hurt this way? Should I even love you anymore? I don't wanna find out why I'm too scared to look behind that door I put my trust in all my faith In every word between us spoken Why do I believe the things you say When my heart's already broken? [Chorus] All this pain I feel That's tearing me apart Is what makes you real Deep inside my heart [Verse 2] I can only count the ways I earned these scars, but they're all tokens Every time I see your face I know my hopes no longer showing I don't need a reason to believe If my faith's already broken How could I let love lead the way When I don't know where I'm going? [Chorus] All this pain I feel That's tearing me apart Is what makes you real Deep inside my heart [Bridge] I fought so hard Still, I feel like I'm in chains When I gave my heart The darkness still remained [Chorus] All this pain I feel That's tearing me apart Is what makes you real Deep inside my heart [Outro] Tell me, why I hurt this way? Should I even love you anymore? I don't wanna find out why I'm too scared to look behind that door