joel

Lyrics

[Verse 1] It just hasn't felt the same in the same way it used to, no I suppose that that's just something I've just gotta get used to now Close my eyes and do whatever I imagine that you'd do, but I I'm not sure, I'm not sure [Chorus] Because everybody's happy and with everybody laughing I can't help feeling like I abandoned you I wish I could've gone instead of you It sounds a bit macabre because it's true 'Cause there's a certain pain in everything I do [Verse 2] Someonе told me, "Let the pain go" Almost punchеd him in his face, though If I let go of the pain, I might cease to know your name It's been so damn long I can't picture your face, I've been so damn wrong In so many ways I've been holding on That will never change, it's all for you [Chorus] Because everybody's happy and with everybody laughing I can't help feeling like I abandoned you I wish I could've gone instead of you It sounds a bit macabre, because it's true 'Cause there's a certain pain in everything I do [Outro] But I don't like to talk about it Everyone tip-toes around it Feels like they're tip-toeing 'round you All I ever really know is All I ever really know is It's all for you, you, you, you