Most of the Time

Lyrics

Sometimes I see You Through a glass, it's almost clear Your power overwhelms me My illusions disappear And sometimes I hear You With Your gentle soothing voice Your words, they're always truthful And they cause me to rejoice But most of the time I'm still not understanding The smallest part Of what You're trying to say And most of the time I find that I'm pretending And the things that You desire Get in my way Now, sometimes I want You When I'm weak and despised I come to You for comfort And You nеver act surprised And sometimеs I'll love You With a passion and a zeal And them sometimes I realize I do just what I feel But most of the time I'm still not understanding The smallest part Of what You're trying to say And most of the time I find that I'm pretending And the things that You desire Get in my way Is it asking You too much To change me from inside? I know I haven't kept my promises Even when I've tried I'm becoming more aware Of how much I leave You out Are those seeds of hope Or seeds of doubt? But all of the time You say that You're perfecting me And everything You've said I know it's true And some of the time I'm close to understanding That it isn't up to me, it's up to You No, it isn't up to me, it's up to You