t.y.s.

Lyrics

[Intro] Once a lame, always a lame Once a lame, always a lame Once a— (New midwest princess) [Verse 1] When I picture my hometown There's a bronze, life-size statue of you And a plaque underneath it That threatens to terrorize me throughout school And it was always the same searing pain But I dreamed that one day I could say [Chorus] All that time you were throwing balls, I was on my deathbed And I can't forgive the way you made me feel Scrеamed, "Fuck you, Sasha" to the night sky as I was left unfеd But I can't forget the way you made me heal [Verse 2] And it wasn't a fair fight Or a clean kill each time that Sasha stomped across my plans And then he wrote headlines On the announcements, broadcast to every other man And it was always the same searing pain But I prayed that one day I could say [Chorus] All that time you were throwing balls, I was on my deathbed And I can't forgive the way you made me feel Screamed, "Fuck you, Sasha" to the night sky as I was left unfed But I can't forget the way you made me heal Everyone knows that my mother is a supportive woman But she used to say she wished that you were done I pushed each boulder up the hill Your words still shoot me like a gun, shoot me like a gun [Bridge] I wrote a thousand songs that you find uncool I built a legacy that is proof for any fool But when I count the scars, there's a moment of truth That there wouldn't be this if there hadn't been you [Verse 3] And maybe you've got a great bitch And in your mind, you never beat my spirit black and blue I don't think you've changed much And so I changed your name and any real defining clues And one day, your bitch comes home singin' A song that only us two is gonna know is about you, 'cause [Chorus] All that time you were throwing balls, it was all for nothin' And our school, it looks so small from way up here Screamed, "Thank you, Sasha" to the night sky and the stars are stunnin' 'Cause I can't forget the way you made me heal Everyone knows that my mother is a supportive woman But she used to say she wished that you were done So I pushed each boulder up that hill Your words were still shootin' me like a gun, shoot me like a gun [Outro] Thank you, Sasha 'Cause you're so awesome