Confessions

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Reflections of a lifetime, sections of my lifeline Checking on my blessings for the sake of a pipeline Through this insanity, I'm damned but I'm free Am I blessed or a curse? Impossible tosee Livinglikea G butI can't feela thing Emotions are like childhood memories, fleeting I feel everything and nothing at the same time Yet I'm shining bright like lightning at the game time It's weird how better now I can't feel It's weird how the never ending truth can be revealed I've taken many paths, I've walked many roads I've burned in the Fyre and lavished in the gold I've counted many blessings and even more regrets You don't regret a thing but I never could forget Everything inside of me that's led me to this point in time Body and emotions shackle the mind Is it evolution or is it just a task? Step into society, I could wear many masks You can't see the true me, I struggle to see you We're all inside the same journey, I'm lost within my view Lack of understanding leads to seclusion Drugs and easy money form delusions Solutions aren't easy, theories can't be proved If destiny holds conflict, peace gets cast askew The meaning of nothing is exactly that The meaning of everything is the same, in fact If you're struggling with divinity, I feel bad for you, son I got 99 problems but my faith ain't one Everything experienced for reasons I can't question Each side of each degree is a lesson [Hook x4] A square and a compass can be used for many reasons I make a map to navigate the seasons [Verse 2] So many directions, so many paths But only one God of mercy and wrath What is the reason for existence? Is the reason for existence or circling atoms? But that's the way it has to be, yet we try and ponder why The sin within calamity disgrace within our eyes The ebb and flow we'll never know I learn and then forget When hurtling back to physical and back to astral death So we need mystic tools to navigate the path Focus fellowships, lessons of the craft The end of existence is a point of a compass The second point is birth, calculate circumference Square and a compass can be used for many reasons I make a map to navigate the seasons Yes, I make mistakes but I try to be honest Yes, I am so moody but I try to be honest Yes, I reflect on my life, introspect And wonder why it's happening and how can I protect My soul from evil actions, shield myself from pain? Role of the reaction: confusion's long reign My faith is all I have, my belief in the Lord I try to stay true, I try to be warm And kindhearted in all my interactions But my only true satisfaction Is knowledge of God's love, knowledge divine There's no way to explain in the simple form of rhyme Forgiveness is an art that is considered holy Simplicity apart, zenned out and holy I turn back to God with all my devotions Slowly inching closer to my fatal promotion