the porch

Lyrics

[Verse] I had to jump off the porch, yeah I wanna kill myself now, I wanna feel, but I can't Now I got blood on the door, yeah Don't wanna feel just like this, don't feel real, don't like this Now I feel worse than before, yeah Why in the fuck it work like that? Thought I was safe, no, my bad I turn myself to a corpse, yeah I got a target on my back, I got a mark on my right hand I got a slit on the left one, no, I don't think she gon' write back No, I don't think she gon' write back I sit around, let the time pass I take a shot then I lie back When I fuck up, I'll be right back to you When I fuck up, I'll be right back to you When I fuck up, I'll be right back In the same spot that you left me Oh no, please don't test me I might walk in, let the TEC sweep I wasn't this fucked when you met me (I could be yours if you let me) (I could be yours if you let me) [Bridge] All of this could be slowed down, slowed down I could save you but I don't know now I don't wanna talk, I must go now All of this could be slowed down, slowed down Slow down, slow I don't know, I won't go I can't slow down now [Outro] I feel so selfish, I can't be tied to the things that I've dealt you I never knew how this felt 'til I felt you All of the plans that we had always I fell through I always fell through