I HATE EVERYTHING

Lyrics

[Intro] Uh, well, look I've always been myself But how could I be much better? Funny, that's always the question Sadly, I don't got the answers Happiness always a stretch and Afraid I'll grow tired and end it I know that I really am selfish Guess I'm less impressive than expected [Pre-Chorus] Xannies, I took under pressure They couldn't help my depression I was alone and neglected I cannot say my discretion I had to send 'em a message I had to show 'em I'm [?] I carry this burden, so hectic Said I hate everything and I meant it [Chorus] I hate everything and I meant it I hate everything and I meant it I hate everything and I meant it I hate everything and I meant it I hate everything and I meant it I hate everything and I meant it I hate everything and I meant it I hate everything and I meant it (Ayy, ayy) [Verse] I choke myself outta submission And typically, that I don't mention And I fucked the mud in trenches And I had to swallow my business 'Cause nobody knew what I know And funny that that was the issue And nobody knew what I spoke 'Cause they never had care 'bout my interests So I had to grow up in inches Always a nimwit, [?] suspicions Become what I knew that they would since I dreamt it Funny how shit gets connected And straight up, I knew how these people be thinkin' I feel it, I know it, I sense it And I recognize everyone is what they isn't And even the best get they shit split It's absurd, but it's life and I live it I'm afraid of the light and I'm timid So accustomed to sittin' and hopin' I fix all my problems I never stop of bitchin' And I'm sorry but now, it's fuck everything Hope I live to give Ruby that wedding ring As I promise I keep all my promises But I promise, I can't promise anything [Interlude] Everything I know is telling me to run [?] myself I'm gettin' nervous here I'm numb [Pre-Chorus] Xannies, I took under pressure They couldn't help my depression I was alone and neglected I cannot say my discretion I had to send 'em a message I had to show 'em I'm [?] I carry this burden, so hectic Said I hate everything and I meant it [Chorus] I hate everything and I meant it I hate everything and I meant it I hate everything and I meant it I hate everything and I meant it I hate everything and I meant it I hate everything and I meant it I hate everything and I meant it I hate everything and I meant it (Ayy, ayy) [Outro] That's not cool Are you okay? That's not cool