Different

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I got a love-hate relationship With following what's right I just go crazy for the night At any point, I could go and sleep And fade into my pride But I would be a fool in my own eyes (Fool) [Pre-Chorus] Sometimes, I don't trust myself To be unaffected I've been as fucked up as hell, oh yeah Why is it so hard to be? (Why is it so hard?) Learnin' these lessons Why does it have to be me? (Be me) [Chorus] If I could be different (If I could be different) If I had my wings (If I had my wings) I would never ever be such a mess I would bе okay But if I wasn't different (If I wasn't differеnt) If I wasn't this way (Ooh) I would never feel emotions so real again Turn another page and let go of different [Drop] And let go of different Ooh, oh-oh [Chorus] If I could be different (If I could be different) If I had my wings (If I had my wings) I would never ever be such a mess I would be okay But if I wasn't different (If I wasn't different) If I had my wings (Ooh) I would never feel emotions so real again Turn another page and let go of different [Verse 2] Yeah, there's a whole lot that comes with it And with all that I know It'd be so easy, turning into stone, ooh So many reasons to go and quit I'm scared of the unknown I'm afraid of the heart I own [Pre-Chorus] Sometimes, I don't trust myself To be unaffected I've been as fucked up as hell, oh yeah Why is it so hard to be? (Why is it so hard?) Learnin' these lessons Why does it have to be me? (Be me) [Chorus] If I could be different (If I could be different) If I had my wings (If I had my wings) I would never ever be such a mess I would be okay But if I wasn't different (If I wasn't different) If I wasn't this way (Ooh) I would never feel emotions so real again Turn another page and let go of different [Drop] And let go of different Ooh, oh-oh [Outro] If I could be different (If I could be different) If I had my wings (If I had my wings) I would never ever be such a mess I would be okay But if I wasn't different (If I wasn't different) If I had my wings (Ooh) I would never feel emotions so real again Turn another page and let go of different [Outro] (Ooh-ooh) (And let go of different)