STORY OF 2018

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(VERSE 1) So this started about a year ago While there was still snow When I moved to a new city for a new job It was a job for oil field working day and night I couldn't stop Then I ended getting laid off And I had signed up for a gym personal trainer Which got really pricey and I had to pay it later I also owed on my brand new car Which was a stupid buy and then they took it from me I also had to move out of my apartment so I broke the lease Because not having a job means get the fuck out and leave I'm so tired of society charging me for everything Like hey can you give us your money If you try to cancel anything There's another form of debt Everyone is a huge asshole Its like trying to crawl out of a never ending hole And I swear it's just pitch black in this pit I wish I could crawl out of this bitch So I moved back home to my parents house Got a job at Chick Fil-A and got an allowance Then I got offered another job at Boeing I thought everything was better they way things were going Then I switched carriers I thought I could save a few bucks It shouldn't hurt me I have good luck It ended up being even worse and had terrible coverage I couldn't get any bars at work I was like fuck this So I cut that off and now I owe them for the phone and the payments Everything was piling up as the days went I wish this wasn't so fucking tough I also racked up tolls Because the drive to work is out of my control There's so much traffic in Dallas It's like being stuck in LA traffic but not as bad I really wish I could live in a palace Oh and don't forget my student loans from college Just another nail in the coffin (BRIDGE) I wish I could crawl out of this hole Everything in my life is bull Everything is always so dull All these bad thoughts need to get out of my skull (Repeat 2) (VERSE 2) So I decided to see a financial advisor Which has made me a lot wiser But I can't go back to the past To warn myself about this trash I wish I had a time machine So I didn't have to deal with anything Because now I have all this debt And who knows what will come next The good thing is I have a better paying job And I learned to rap which is better than a mop I can make money doing shows Maybe someday I will have the hoes But no that's wishful thinking Even if I get out of this pit in a year I will be drinking How do you numb the pain Should I hit up a dealer and buy some cocaine (Verse 3) I wish I could crawl out of this hole Because everything feels out of control Everything is just so dull I need to get all these bad thoughts out of my skull (Repeat 2) (OUTRO) Oh Lord please redeem me I know that I don't deserve it but you are my everything Please forgive me for the wrong I've done Because there's no way it will ever be undone