I’ll Never Know

Lyrics

[About The Song] [Spoken] I guess it's true, people do change. I just didn't think you would [Verse 1] They said, "find what you love and let it make you bleed" Well, I was gushing red when you abandoned me You're my biggest fear, the thoughts of you antagonize me The silence breaks me bad but it muffles my screams [Pre-Chorus] There's something to be said, to someone who can't get it through their head  That there are people waiting for them to come back [Chorus] Please tell me where the boy I love went Please tell me what those daydreams all meant What happened to the blaze once so aglow What did it mean to you? I guess I'll never know [Verse 2] They said, "if you love someone, then let them go" But you never loved me, it never did show I sleep alone every night imagining you're there But you never loved me, no, you never cared [Pre-Chorus] There's something left to say, even if they ran away So yell it with your every last breath  [Chorus] Please tell me where the boy I love went Please tell me what those daydreams all meant What happened to the blaze once so aglow What did it mean to you? I guess I'll never know [Spoken] It's just... I know I should be mad. But I'm not. And I don't know what's going through my head right now. I don't know whether to laugh, whether to cry, or to just do nothing at all [Bridge] I've never been here before, never trapped in the corner Playing it back like an old-school recorder And you don't even notice the darkness is home All you know is that you feel less alone Well I guess this is it, maybe this is goodbye Just wish you'd give a damn if you ever saw me cry Something inside me's saying this is the final scene So I'll send my last kiss at the count of three [Spoken] This isn't him. This isn't the one I fell for all this time ago. This isn't the one who held me close as the world fell down around only me. This isn't the one who guided me through labyrinths and smoky rooms. This isn't the one who captivated me from the first sentence. If you find him, tell him I miss him (One, two)  [Chorus] Please tell me where the boy I love went Please tell me what those daydreams all meant What happened to the blaze once so aglow What did it mean to you? I guess I'll never know Please tell me where the boy I fell for went Please tell me what those late-night wonderings meant What happened to the torch we once held so aglow Did it warm the same for you? I guess we'll never know [Spoken Outro] Everyone's saying it's better off this way. And maybe it is, in the end. But how do you stop caring about the most incredible person you've ever met?