4ever.Urs/Pt. III

Lyrics

[Chorus] Are you proud of your creation look what I've been facing Obstacles from your demise got me losing patience I'm not afraid of the future I don't know what's in store Walk in peace but in my mind a nigga starting wars I'm forever yours I'm forever yours Walk in peace but in my mind a nigga starting wars I'm forever yours [Verse: 4ever.Urs] Rub my head and tell me shit gon be straight I know it's false but you don't know what's at stake Losing myself with every dream of this cake Incite a riot when the pen is loose The violence got me in the mood to send a couple blessings through So pray with me I know I'm hard to deal with but can you stay with me Go to sleep at nightfall and start the day with me, shit I miss my moms but that's life I wish I had a chance to make some shit right Had I known I would've picked up the phone I heard the voicemail a million times I wish I was home To tell you don't leave I'm on my way Shit, guess I was too busy recording My frame of mind was jaded, your love wasn't important I'm apologetic, depression wasn't my aesthetic But I gambled your emotions on the fold let you tell it I wish I never called you bitch, I was lost in my emotions Still sorry bout the shit but you was right I'm special God made me himself And I appreciate the love you gave me even the belts I still think about the funeral and feelings I felt I look at you and see myself, one love [Verse: Part III] I'm trapped, in the confines of being a man Knowing my place when I throw rocks no hiding my hand The principles that my brother taught me He also taught me how to know myself Yet I'm still learning the steps I'm lost, in my thoughts it's been this way for some years Tryna cope with losing friends I'm speaking on what I fear Spill my guts when I write words Unbalanced but the totem pole steady growing inches That's why I stoop in all my pictures I just keep it low It's like the moment I get somewhere my life takes a turn around Just thoughts that I should share because my feelings get watered down Shit, I can't explain with just some rhymes and a beat Pick up ya feet stop complaining bout the shit you can't reach Just aim higher than expected show them niggas your worth The only destiny on this earth is dead in the dirt At least that's promised I felt this way since I was a novice just a youngin out for commas But it's deeper than money and pussy I feel like God overlooked me I'm his resurrection Just hope the people round point me in the right direction I'm focused on self, keep it grounded my nigga don't you focus on wealth Life is more than knowing yourself I see it now But a nigga ain't supposed to see the bigger picture I get ya, 21 in July, media probably kill me off by June If that's the truth I'll be with mama soon Fuck, fuck i fucked it up