In Search Of The Antidote (Voice Memo)

Lyrics

I'm a sucker for the thrills of the heart It's a specialty of mine Breaking my own parts just to piece it all back together But maybe that's the whole point Become absolutely nothing, realize you are everything Depends on the lens you look through, the lens you anoint Feel the full range of loving to the infinite corners of the heavens and deep sea diving to the depths of the pain I live for the highs, I livе for the crush A reminder of thе beating inside my chest A reminder of the lust for life For the medicine I have found in different things Women, the road, and gods and angels that sing My family, strangers' lips and bottles of confidence in the waves of my own hips And running from hearts that I never meant to break A train wreck you can't help but watch Wondering why it's my favorite role to play Like Julia Roberts, she's always been the good girl gone The one that got away The unknown makes me nervous, that's why I'm scared to get attached to you, to anyone, anything, even myself at that I don't know if that's just fear or my ego talking 'cause what if tomorrow I'm not what I want and I don't like what I see That's why I like pretending some nights, that one of these days I'll be doing better maybe Sometimes, I wanna to abandon you Cari And other times I want to make a home out of you Someone once told me two things can be true But maybe I'm not the girl of my dreams, maybe I am So I dare you to lead me on Show me what you're so afraid of Show me you can take me on a journey to the past, present and future, through the eras of us I don't know much, but what I do know is that it's one hell of a journey One hell of a show One hell of a joyride In search of the antidote