Chaos (Live from California)

Lyrics

[Intro] Mm [Verse 1] When the world gets quiet and everybody's dreaming I stay up late so I can finally hear myself think When I'm far from home, I, I call up God on the telephone I say "Hey there, girl, I don't know what I'm doing Think I made a mess of my life, my soul is twisted up in ruins I feel so alone," and the silence feels like a dial tone [Chorus] Some days I'm a fast car learnin' how to drive Drivin' 'round the mountain, gonna lose my mind Remind me where I'm goin' 'cause I don't know why Why I can't get satisfied Sometimеs I'm a rollercoaster Ridin' right around the bеnd and I close my eyes I don't know where I'm goin', now I'm up too high Make it stop, I'm tired of the chaos The chaos [Verse 2] I'm over all the stories, the bullshit I enabled I thought my life would look a little bit more stable There's an earthquake in my mind While the wildfires burn outside [Chorus] Well, some days I'm a fast car learnin' how to drive Drivin' 'round the mountain, gonna lose my mind Remind me where I'm goin' 'cause I don't know why Why I can't get satisfied Sometimes I'm a rollercoaster Ridin' right around the bend and I close my eyes I don't know where I'm goin', now I'm up too high Make it stop, I'm tired of the chaos The chaos The chaos Oh, the chaos [Bridge] I don't know what's become of me I miss the Jersey girl I used to be [Chorus] Some days I'm a fast car learnin' how to drive Drivin' 'round the mountain, gonna lose my mind Remind me where I'm goin' 'cause I don't know why Why I can't get satisfied Sometimes I'm a rollercoaster Ridin' right around the bend and I close my eyes I don't know where I'm goin', now I'm up too high Make it stop, I'm tired of the chaos The chaos The chaos Oh, the chaos [Outro] I close my eyes, I see my dreams are changin' I'm okay with it, I'm alright