Song Meaning
The lyrics open with a stark refusal to engage with a "sad moment" that "knocks on my door." The narrator is resolute, stating "I won't say hello to him / I won't let him sit at the table." This immediate rejection sets a tone of defiance against an unwelcome emotional state. The narrator claims familiarity with this sadness, "We've been together too long and I know him well," suggesting a history of struggle but also a newfound strength to push it away. The reassurance, "Don't worry, I'm not alone," hints at internal resilience or external support.
The narrative then shifts to a poignant image of a "soldier" with a "boy's face" writing a letter home, carefully composing words for his "girlfriend." This creates a powerful contrast between the innocence of youth and the harsh realities of conflict. The subsequent recollection of a shared past, "Do you remember, my dear, when we were together / And kissed by the river," grounds the narrator's present resolve in a cherished memory of love and peace. The promise, "Wait for me, I'm coming," bridges the gap between the past and a hopeful future.
The recurring motif of "Rivers of justice" arriving to bring "what gifts do they bring us" introduces a sense of inevitable change and perhaps retribution or renewal. The narrator declares, "I won't look back / I'm not turning around anymore / I'm looking to tomorrow / And I admit it." This forward-looking stance is crucial, emphasizing a conscious decision to move past whatever sorrow or conflict is being faced. Despite acknowledging the potential inadequacy of their own "words are so funny / My words are weak," the narrator feels compelled to articulate the presence of this encroaching force, "But I have to tell you, who is knocking on the door / Who is coming to us." This highlights the internal conflict between the desire for peace and the necessity of confronting what is coming, even with limited means.