first blessing

Lyrics

[Intro] She took her makeup off today 'cause she told me she liked it how it was The moment it kicks in, it's always quite confusing I watch my blood pressure drop as I feel it under my skin You try to judge me by the way I fucking walk Tell me, what's the reason? I get up and I pray to God (C45) [Verse] So tell me, why are the trees moving different? Suddenly I'm choking up bile and I cannot quite point it out Dear God, when do I get my blessing to believe in? I'm trying to scream, but my mouth just won't make a sound [Outro] So I fade in and fade out, I fadе in and fade out I fade in and fade out, I fadе in and fade out I fade in and fade out, I fade in and fade out I fade in and fade out, I fade in and fade out (You see? You're smiling) (It's better than crying, isn't it?) (I really don't like seeing you cry) (About stuff like this)