Faith

Lyrics

I'm aimless I'm nameless I've been falling downward through abysses spikes and torture chambers I can't fall asleep with these eyes pointed at me And now it's starting to seem Like they're taking hold of me Like they're crawling in my cerebellum, hack receptors straight to heaven Angels tear out my retinas, with my bones they're playing Tetris My body no longer my own these days I'm minding my business but gods still ray I'm covered in burns, happens еvery day And I'm fading to white, I fade away Evеrybody knows that i fade away Ask me how it happened I still can't say Hit me up for research shrug it away I'm a freak of faith now it's plain as day They reel in disgust, leer at my decay Cradling the earth I feel her decay Hurts me in my soul, I carry her weight Half my heart is hurting, the other's frayed And I can't fight what I don't know CNF leaking in the snow I just rust I never grow How or why I'll never know And I can't fight what I don't know CNF leaking in the snow I just rust I never grow How or why I'll never know Anaesthesiated love Pinch me I do not feel enough I've been yearning for your touch But when I get it it's just numb Killz said it's spooky in the cut Contaminants up in my blood Wish I sang 'bout different stuff But I dug deep and got stuck Stranded in the ocean I'm floating Can't keep track of time I'm devoting I just wait and swim in the silence I can feel my sanity going Ice is in the water I'm frozen See light in the distance, It's golden I fall prey to destiny's kindness Drowning out before I get chosen Float through the back door Hearing the countdown Out of my body Fly all around town Give me a seance Send me to new heights Look all around me Pockets of blue light Setting flame to everything i see I feel the walls surrounding me I'm getting crushed I need to breathe I pound the concrete til it breaks And then my hands begin to bleed I look above for heaven's sake Is this what I've been meant to be I'm sick and tired of writing I'm sick and tired of fighting I'm sick and tired of everything Nothing gets me excited I'm sick and tired of waiting I'm sick and tired of playing If there's a god up above me I'm sick and tired of praying, I'm praying Do you hear me praying Do you hear me praying I can't tell, oh god above Can you hear what I'm saying Gimme one more sign Because I need to stay alive I'm making it through this calamity Cause I don't wanna