harder than it looks softer than youd think

Lyrics

[Chorus] I wish I could forget you, but it's harder than it looks A cult of personality is always cooler in the books I wrote a couple songs for you I pray to God you'd never hear But if you do, I hope the words cut through And my voice rings in your ears [Verse 1] I hate the summer days The time that you had went away And I loathe the winter nights They're cold and dark just like my life I can't breathe another breath Or right a wrong, God, since you left Nothing feels right, I don't feel right Lovesick car ride and I'll drive all night [Pre-Chorus] And I should be held accountable For letting you get away with The things that you gеt away with I'm using my pain as payment [Chorus] I wish I could forget you, but it's harder than it looks A cult of pеrsonality is always cooler in the books I wrote a couple songs for you I pray to God you'd never hear But if you do, I hope the words cut through And my voice rings in your ears [Verse 2] They say the good die young, that's why I'll live forever All is fair in love and trust, let's go to war together (Together) It's just a part of life (Just a part of life) Another par tonight (Another par tonight) Another lost on me (Another lost on me) Another cut to bleed [Pre-Chorus] And I should be held accountable For letting you get away with The things that you get away with I'm using my pain as payment And I should be held accountable For letting you get away with The things that you get away with I'm using my pain as payment [Chorus] I wish I could forget you, but it's harder than it looks A cult of personality is always cooler in the books I wrote a couple songs for you I pray to God you'd never hear But if you do, I hope the words cut through And my voice rings in your ears (In your ears)