Spandrel?

Lyrics

I selfishly still expect a call for an answer This body I'm inside What I feel is real Is it? Time is not real Is it? Is it? Is it? I am more than I think That is not even me Things that I like and I don't when I look in the mirror mean nothing I dissolved into a slime that could slide through beauty and joy The truth and the ugly I saw light for a moment A place where time doesn't even exist