When I’m Gone

Lyrics

So long So long So long Yeah, yo Look, uh I admit I've been cautious lately Who loves me, who hates me I haven't been very honest maybe With myself and I promised to change things It's cold out I broke down Just bubble goose Got no down I've been gone on the road so long It's hard to feel any love when I'm home now That's cool though I got this Gotta keep my head up through the process All the damage on my soul from the drugs and the booze on the bus Got me feeling kinda nauseous I don't fuck with the talk or the gossip I just live my own life, I don't talk shit I just gotta shine bright 'til the fog lifts All that love that you showed mе was heartless Tryna stay good but I might go bad Took a couple Ls just likе my dad I'm a psychopath on a righteous path I might kill you rappers when the lights go black I don't got a lot of goons or disciples But I know how to move in a crisis Every night when I'm rollin' this hybrid Close my eyelids, smokin' in silence For the days I was broken and silent All these feelings often colliding 'Cause the ones who were down and were riding Said that they love me while obviously lying That's cool though I got this Gotta keep my head up through the losses I don't care if you friend or you foe If you fuck with the squad you're laying right there where that cross is So long So long So long To all the friends that I used to know So wrong So wrong So wrong The way you talk about me when I'm gone So much on my mind it's getting heavy on my eyes I think about the ones I lost and all the reasons why I'm wearing this disguise it's getting terrible at times This armor gets so heavy I've been wearing my whole life You don't really love me You don't even love yourself Yourself You don't really love me You don't even love yourself Yourself