Lyrics

You're not at home if you stay up at night just to know peace So sleep deprived, I don't want scars: when will I let these wounds heal I don't need to love you to tolerate you until I can escape you Don't say you love me; every talk turns into war I don't need you to succeed Though I'm not perfect, I own up to my mistakes You blame my trauma on myself You can't tell you're in a storm when you're standing in its center Don't fear the fight ahead; everything will get better in time I'm done with the constant pain I'm done with your stupid games Trusting you was my worst mistake Trusting you was my worst mistake Pray for me, I'll take my leave (When I'm around you I hate myself) I'll take my speck of pride with me (But I plan to outlive your torment) This sucks to be reality but I won't mind when I can finally breathe (And put all you stand for to shame) Dreams of better days make me wish I could just walk away I'm strong enough to wait for when I'll no longer be trapped to stay One day I'll share stories of how you pushed me down when I'm safe and in a better place But until then I'll be civil, and be numb to your wrath Here's to my long life I don't need you to be happy I don't need consent to run free I won't miss you when I leave That's the last you'll see of me