Lyrics

[Intro: Esham & Milk Dee] You know what (Stop scheming, and looking hard) Nervous breakdown (Stop scheming, and looking hard) Um, I got a stress build-up (Stop scheming, and looking hard) Um (Stop scheming, and looking hard) Man, and I'm, um (Stop scheming, and looking hard) And I'm paranoid schizophrenic (Stop scheming, and looking hard) I just think I'm God (Stop scheming, and looking hard) I know, I know I'm God (Stop scheming, and looking hard) I'm God [Verse 1: Esham] I'm stressed out like a motherfucker, hand on my heater I told my bitch to get the fuck on, I don't need her My mind on my money 'cause it's comin' up short I just left court on child support A witness to a murder but I will not tell 'Cause most of my niggas in the county jail Amphetamines make me fiend to stack C.R.E.A.M Niggas on my team be gone off 'scalene My hair fallin' out, it's turnin' gray 'cause I'm stressed The police want me dead and a warrant for my arrest I can't do nothin', plus the IRS Know my telephone number and my home address This nigga wanna murder me, the bitches say they hate me My heart been feelin' like it bust on me lately I'm gone in this motherfucker mind on 'noid The simple situations in life, I can't avoid Niggas out the murder me 'cause they never heard of me America's most player hated and underrated Simply stated, niggas hate it, they wanna test Homie been accused of player hatin' so confess Oh my, know why, these niggas hate me so much It's 'cause I can't be touched I'm diabolical sinister, man I murder ya minister Witness the narcotic Reel Life Product [Chorus: Esham & Milk Dee] And I'm stressed out (Stop scheming, and looking hard) (Stop scheming, and looking hard) Just gone, just gone, and I'm stressed out now (Stop scheming, and looking hard) (Stop scheming, and looking hard) [Verse 2: Esham] Nervous breakdown got a nigga on creep My pistol be under my pillow every time I sleep Niggas wanna see me six feet under the earth I wish I was never, ever born for what it's worth Now I got a problem, suicidal in every way I don't even know if I'ma live another day Seems like everybody against me on the planet Niggas can't stand it, I was born a schizophrenic I see things with my eyes that ain't there Knowin' it ain't fair, raised not to care How could you wanna be me when nigga you don't know me? Every day I'm stressed out and unholy A homicidal, vital recital is what I write Some suckers get suicidal once I'd have a mic Nigga what, motherfucker you know what to rep Every time they say my name niggas scared to death My name sparks fear in the hearts of punks and hoes Resurrect my intellect and I arose Suppose you knew how I was, you wouldn't guess I need professional help because I'm stressed Stressed the fuck out