Ambition

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Another morning of the sun in my eyes I squint and pull the covers of just one more five I've got a dozen different emails saying "Sorry, nice try" and "Better luck next time" Ugh, alright Some days the colors feel dull and dim And I wonder if my life is balancing on a whim Of a silly little girl who let her fantasies brim Who's chances are slim, no, it's fine [Pre-Chorus] Cause I survive on scattered lines Just one more try (two, three, four) [Chorus] Today's the day I'm gonna make it I am done with stumbling I've gotta walk that line Between reality and fragments in my mind I've seen all this time And even if I never get there I would rather look back at my time on earth and say I tried It won't be easy and I'll fumble it a hundred times It won't be perfect but it's why I'm alive [Verse 2] (Ugh, okay) Some days I feel I'm paddling up stream Though if anybody asks I'll say I'm living the dream The windows on the socials aren't as they seem and I wanna scream The ambition I'm missing is way more than an omission of love My thoughts are clawing, gnawing, but somehow it's just not good enough To follow through, all you gotta do is focus up Such pretty platitudes are glued on top of every bluff, yeah [Pre-Chorus] Cause I survive on fragile lies Just one more try [Chorus] Today's the day I'm gonna make it I am done with stumbling I've gotta walk that line Between reality and fragments in my mind I've seen all this time And even if I never get there I would rather look back at my time on earth and say I tried It won't be easy and I'll fumble it a hundred times It won't be perfect but it's why I'm alive [Bridge] I'm not gonna leave this world without my mark Even if it takes a million shots in the dark This car runs on a single spark On a single spark, on a single spark (Yeah, just one more time) [Chorus] Today's the day I'm gonna make it I am done with stumbling I've gotta walk that line Between reality and fragments in my mind I've seen all this time And even if I never get there I would rather look back at my time on earth and say I tried It won't be easy and I'll fumble it a hundred times It won't be perfect but it's why I'm alive (why I'm alive) I'm alive