Lyrics

[Verse 1] I've been waiting for this for a long time Now I'll get despised Now I'm just afraid you're gonna die G-gotta drain the pus inside my mind Gotta let it break down 'til it deposits a disguise It's a lot of bruises in my eye It's a lot of thoughts that now I fear And a bad bitch on my right Ain't it funny how it feels so different? What's in this life? I need something that's different She told me, "Come attack my heart" So I take it, and I shake it But I did not mean to break it [Chorus] She said Do you love when I'm gone? I can tell that you're wrong Point it out then you left me I feel alone on the phonе Want to feel your touch like a ghost that left me I'm still thе way that you left me I think the way that you test me Is what's gon' hold me back Blood all in my mouth, you let me eat Do you love when I'm gone? I can tell that you do when I'm here alone Gotta pick a bone Gotta leave this life alone Do you love when I'm gone? I can tell that you do when I feel your heart It's solid dark I think it fell apart [Interlude] I, I, I, I ain't never feel the same I ain't never feel the same since [Verse 2] It's not over, I'm Cupid new soldier Feel like Sisyphus 'c-'cause I'm pushing boulders Lost inside your coma, heart cold like pneumonia I'll see you in the future, I know we'll last forever, I, I And I take it, her love always mine It's for the taking I can feel her heart throughout the matrix Haha, fuck, I had enough Why my brain go mushed? Every stain is gushed Buttons on me pushed, simple like input I don't need to say, forever lack of luck Now I feel like broken glass, all over the ground, I let it smash I just knew that shit would never last I just thought something wasn't in me Why friends gotta die? God must be picky Grit my fucking teeth, pout at the city Then all of a sudden, I hear the ticking I just start to feel my body hurt And I know that no one listening [Chorus] And she said Do you love when I'm gone? I can tell that you're wrong Point it out then you left me I feel alone on the phone Want to feel your touch like a ghost that left me I'm still the way that you left me I think the way that you test me Is what's gon' hold me back Blood all in my mouth, you let me eat Do you love when I'm gone? I can tell that you do when I'm here alone Gotta pick a bone Gotta leave this life alone Do you love when I'm gone? I can tell that you do when I feel your heart It's solid dark I think it fell apart [Outro] I think, I think, I think, I think, I think it fell apart I think it fell apart