Lyrics

[Chorus] I see shadows at times, you see shadows as well You don't know me well, I've seen Satan's hell [Verse 1] Christmas of like 2014 (Yuh) My mom in the bed with no blink I know after this, I'll need shrink Hospitals suck and, man, this place stink Smells of chemicals around the air Stale bread and plates are fucking bare Hold my mother's hand, I'm in despair I've never got this close 'cause I was scared Never seen my whole family in one room Gathering around waiting for her to go Why is there not a doctor in here? Somebody get a doctor in here Then I heard a beep that was sustained Oh, boy, fuck, no, no oxygen in her brain Then my heart start dropping and I get a chest pain Then a rush of sorrow Hey, God, are you entertained? [Chorus] I see shadows at times, you see shadows as well You don't know me well, I've seen Satan's hell I see shadows and trails, you see shadows and trails Now you know me well, we've seen Satan's hell [Verse 2] I can't believe the tears that are falling down, I never cry You've made me try, still don't deserve to die All of this a game now? It's just a game? (It's just a game?) It's just a joke, right? It's just a farce? (It's just a farce?) Mourning for the times I don't feel I just nod my head, it's not even real Best believe if I could change anything I ever did It was build a better connection with **** and **** Starting out was too late, boy, it's too far gone Looking at my fucking **** through my palm [Bridge] Stop, listen to your brain, get a razor to your vein You don't need to finish life, you just need to vanish, die Stop, listen to your brain, get a razor to your vein You don't need to finish life, you just need to vanish, die [Chorus] I see shadows at times, you see shadows as well You don't know me well, I've seen Satan's hell I see shadows and trails, you see shadows and trails Now you know me well, we've seen Satan's hell