One By One

Lyrics

[Hook: BRBN] We are, we are, we are really fucked up people I'll show you all my scars and you count them one by one By one, by one, by one, by one, by one By one, by one, by one, by one, by one [Verse 1: Emilio Rojas] Yeah, I'm beautifully broken, gotta love me for my flaws My scars will tell you where I've been, life's done made its mark And it's hard to keep my innocence with guilt up in my heart See the fire in my eyes is burnin' brighter from my sparks I know I'm insecure, I know I see myself and think about what's lackin' Know I got some ghosts that's hauntin' me, I think about what happened But that's okay, I'm movin' past it, I know I've dealt with pain And I been hurt but that hurt inspires passion Lose your dreams and you gon' lose your fuckin' mind That's what Mick Jagger said Seven when my daddy left, I don't know if my daddy's dead Made me feel inadequate, it made me feel so worthless Looking at my homies' families like damn, their lives are perfect What did I do to deserve this? Shit, I blame myself You want your life to change, you gotta fuckin' man up and change yaself My DNA is full of strangers' cells, I'm not ashamed I know my pain and I done came through Hell, yeah [Hook: BRBN] We are, we are, we are really fucked up people I'll show you all my scars and you count them one by one By one, by one, by one, by one, by one By one, by one, by one, by one, by one [Verse 2: Emilio Rojas] I was fightin' with depression I locked myself inside my old apartment I ain't wanna face the world I struggle with internal conflicts Withdrawin' from my friends, ain't made a call in weeks Ignored so many messages from family, they stopped callin' me I started blamin' people for my failures, I ain't take responsibility I smiled to hide my anger but they still felt my hostility They still felt my resentment, I was fuckin' damaged I tried to laugh to mask the screams but it was just a bandage Felt like people took advantage Lookin' at them cats like they was opportunists They were tryna ride my wave, them waterways done got polluted The only woman that I loved, I think her pops abused her So we hit some bad notes, we had to fuckin' stop the music I know it's selfish but it's hard to be supportive If she dealin' with some trauma that happened to her before us I'm tryin' to build a better life, she felt like I ignored her But I'm just tryna build a fortune off my torment, yeah [Hook: BRBN] We are, we are, we are really fucked up people I'll show you all my scars and you count them one by one By one, by one, by one, by one, by one By one, by one, by one, by one, by one