If I Never Thought About It

Lyrics

[Verse 1] The clock will not stop making noise It reminds me of all the time I've lost My mind will not just settle down It reminds me of what my conscience has brought I did my shopping alone this year It reveals my loneliness I can't stop my mouth from shouting out It reveals my bitterness, you know [Chorus] If I never thought about it I would not be here today If I never thought about it I would not be here today If I never thought about it I would not be here today If I never thought about it I would not be here today [Verse 2] Can't stand rejection It makes me feel inferior I always strain for lesson For fear that life means nothing [Chorus] If I never thought about it I would not be here today If I never thought about it I would not be here today If I never thought about it I would not be here today If I never thought about it I would not be here today [Outro] I'm tied up in thoughts Of what to do with the body when the engine rots I'm tied up in thoughts Of what to do with the body when the engine rots I'm tied up in thoughts Of what to do with the body when the engine rots I'm tied up in thoughts Of what to do with the body when the engine rots