Repercussions

Lyrics

I once was a holy child, then they came along Now I'm unholy No, I have no regrets because they made me break my soul I warned you They thought they had me down what a monstrosity Had her figured out but then on the contrary I barely knew myself, so what is it all to me? But then who were you to judge? Where's my apology? Made figures from a body, they had made figures I could never dare to be Attack the unthinkable with a new strategy A case of a perfectionist most probably Just trynna make her ends meet for her own sanity I once was a holy child, then they came along Now I'm unholy No, I have no regrets because they made me break my soul I warned you Blatantly, I'd sacrifice your love to save my freedom I'd rather see me happy, winning, than having to forever live numb Heartbeat felt shivers when I drop heat, no I know they need some I'm thriving better alone, so much so they watch me become Introvert, the intro to versatility because I been hurt Show love on a regular, pass you by quick with a fake it smirk Counterfeit, but you made me like this, I don't ever need to rework Inevitably, I mirror all the things you gave me in return So I relearn, then reciprocate, then it's my turn to be cold 'Cause the truth of the matter is, it hurts more when it be your own But I still gave all my love, never had enough but I gave it all I can't say that I'm surprised, just know I could never take it personal You see, it's easier for those who love you most to hate you and despise The closest to you will lie and the hearts furthest are by your side I clocked I don't actually have anymore love left for you guys Although I pray that things will change I know that healing will take time