Who I Am

Lyrics

[Intro] Let me talk, man, this shit beautiful, this some shit like we would just express how you feel wit' me, too, you know, you just gotta do what you gotta do, (?), yo, I almost hear it, uh [Verse 1] I used to sit and wait for my pops and he never came And at the time that shit would hurt me more than anything Out in this world on my own no one gave me anything This shit deep, but let me tell you 'bout what hurt the most Let me tell you 'bout what hurt my soul Wish I could tell 'bout what made me smile I just lost my little sis, I ain't laugh in a while Can't even hug my momma love this shit breaking me down And when I shed my tears, granny can't sing to me now I don't really got no one I depend on for love Pop a 1942s I depend on a buzz And when I overcome my struggles just stay where y'all was Shit, stay in the club They can't stack up nothing nice 'cause they stay in the club I barely ever go 'cause I don't get played in the club Feel like, since my first six figures I've been paying for love [Chorus] I wonder when the pain go away (The pain go away) But then again, then again, then again Then again I don't, oh Because it make me who I am I wonder when the pain go away But then again, then again, then again Then again I don't, ohh Because it make me who I am [Verse 2] Uh, yo, ready or not, man, here I come, so who ready for me? It feel good to finally be making steady money Would've done Lord knows what just for petty money They ain't tell me from the jump that it would be this hard I dealt with pain, but I never thought I would be this scarred That's why my eyes water, and I'm breathin' hard Heart broke in so many pieces just leave me 'lone It get lonely at the top I just stay at my throne I miss my fam that still came over when I wasn't home I was put out in the rain and still weathered the storm And always had the flyest clothes, but just watch me perform This just another clip of me doing all wrong On the road to success, shit, what's takin' so long? I'mma give it all I got 'cause I waited so long Ain't much left to say just pray for my moms And these sucker ass niggas they hated so long [Chorus] I wonder when the pain go away (The pain go away) But then again, then again, then again Then again I don't, ohh Because it make me who I am, uh I wonder when the pain go away But then again, then again, then again Then again I don't, ohh Because it make me who I am