I Don’t Understand

Lyrics

[Intro] Man I'm happy to be here man I thank the judge man She gave your boy a chance to come out here and get these millions man Like why y'all wanna slander my name man Real rap man, can you pay your mom's bills man Is your mom safe, right now I need seven hundred right now electric bill is high as shit You can't do nothing you in the house writing rants about me [?] You done, you sick you can't even pay your moms bills Now she got candlelight dinners every night man [?] shit gonna be like this [?] and I'm gonna show it to you, like what I'm back out here man [Verse 1] They only miss you when you're gone They only love you when you're gone The crackheads only miss me when I'm gone The fans only love me for my songs Police always trying to lock me in a cage If I can't travel how the fuck I'm gonna get paid? And mom dukes need a couple froggies on the rent You fucked up blowing all your money getting bent Gram dukes only got a couple days left Trying to keep it cool, it's a lot on your chest Pop dukes in a coma hooked up to machines Trying to keep it cool, how the fuck I'm supposed to think Baby sis just had a baby premature Probation still trying to hang me on a cross Miss Anderson said she didn't understand Tell me how the fuck I'm supposed to take care of the fam If I'm dead broke and I'm locked up in a can [Chorus] Can't even roll up a strand, I don't understand I'm locked in a jam and I don't understand (Yo I'm doing everything right) Ain't got no commissary, I don't understand (Taking care of the family, the kids, making sure everybody's straight) My mom dukes miss me, I don't understand (Shit's difficult though) [Verse 2] I can't even walk up out the house past nine Ask me how I'm doing, Imma say I'm doing fine (Shit I'm good) Even though I know it's a chance I'm going up Caught by myself ain't nobody showing up Stressed out for real but I'm playing for the best In the lab heavy trying to get it off my chest I used to play the block with a thirty and a vest I know if fuck niggas try and put the lord to rest Mom dukes praying for her baby every night You know I'm in the field hope nobody take his life My family really can't afford another loss I work too hard for them to nail me on a cross I been through the worst I'm just playing for the best I'm just hoping that I don't get caught up in the mess I played my cards right but this a game of chess Imma keep it going until there ain't nothing left I'm still blessed [Chorus] I'm stretched out, I don't understand My family ain't got caught, I don't understand (Where everybody at man?) Nobody picking up the phone, I don't understand Come see me, I don't understand I showed so much love, I don't understand Nobody ever showed it back I don't understand Man where my family at I don't understand It's a lot of shit I don't understand (Know what I'm saying?) Word