Lyrics

I wasn't ever meant to have a sister I got some interior heart blisters I feel angelic breath inside the wind as it whispers I'm praying for blessings of her presence as if it's Christmas If God has this in his plans, then tell me why he ditched 'em Another child lost, broken happiness and stigma I'm pacing in my room as I shout up at the big one She had so much potential, now a broken enigma I used to pray to you at night & even read the scripture So why can't you give me what I asked & please don't kill her? My heart has been impaled, you just saw it as a splinter Evidence, my parents got back together, they hinted A couple clues that another life would be beginning Started dropping bands on car seats, expensive Got a little brother instead & he's a trickster Used to want a sis, okay with a little mister Hard-headed blonde boy, Biggie barely listens First part of his life, I was like his villain But then I figured out my protection I gotta give him Cause he's a little mini-me, doesn't care for fishing But loves expressing what's on his mind as he whistles Don't gotta tell my mother I love her, I'm out the picture Always on some other shit, in my face tripping When we ain't talking she M.I.A. in Mississippi Steady take prescriptions acting like she's disfigured Somewhere down the line I guess my father lost his stencils Faggot chose a woman over blood, it was simple Calling me a racist name 'cause I move my pencil Fuck a father figure for the farthest man from cripple When you see me out in public don't be throwing gestures Put you hands on a woman you're pussy, should be injured Just think of what you did to my mama, catching them critters Dad got me mad, dude tell me why you did this You're supposed to be my homie, you're a big bitch Slit both wrists just listening to disses You ditch your kids when you're dry and your dick itch Cause you gon' see the fucking day I wreak my vengeance And that's a promise, I'll serve you with a quickness Stomped out by your son just for talking shit, bitch Take another shot, tell everybody my business I ain't coming back because you showed your true position Act the way you want about me trying to burn some bridges But till I get pissed off, they never gave a fuck to fix it Bumping Missy Elliot & Shady when I'm tempted To run up on a lovely pregnant lady just to kick her Dead lives matter, they don't care if you're living I'm ruffling feathers, no disrespect but fuck your feelings I'm spending 95% of every day I'm living To try to create a vision original and brilliant Cogon Bay