Lyrics

[Verse] In my youth I've been regrettably reckless I guess it's because I had a tendency to be selfish It led to me becoming dependent, basically helpless My wellness, never mind the percentages; forget it Elders tried to warn me of this situation here And now they all disappear, left me full of fear Everyday I gotta fingerprint and drain to hear That life expectancy is shortening, to make it clear Wait for the doctors to come up with something Mixing handfuls of chemicals to pump 'em in me monthly Mesothelioma got me clutching my stomach Size of my heart is decreasing As for the bitches, don't love 'em And all the chemotherapy will not be radiating nothing My lungs got the feeling of duct tape combusting A sizeable tumor that was believed to be malignant Chest pains and my deep cough could've ripped it They tell me all these pills help the treatment of my symptoms I threw the pills across the room and told the nurse to get 'em (Bitch!) Laying in my bed from sunrise to dusk As I'm watching the days go by, I turn to dust Ain't even took a regular shower in like a month They soak me with the sponge but it doesn't help the musk Religion I don't trust, just look at where it landed me Turned me into something that my family can't stand to see All the doctors tolerate my openness candidly On my final day bet I'll be bloated like a manatee [Outro] Shit man, I got all these short ass beats Alright, what we got next?