8 months in my head

Lyrics

[Verse 1] It's okay to keep your makeup on The lights from the stage will just melt it off Yeah, you're not who I thought you're just being you Yeah, I just didn't see that point of view I've been doing old time for my past regrets Do it all the time for my future friends But by the sounds of it, so have you Never did feel apart of the things you do 8 months in my head, yeah, it's okay Been weeks, guess I can't complain I been up since three weeks I can't feel my identity And I think you got that wrong by getting out But the dark's too far and the [?] If you wanna make sense of the things I say J- J- Just listen to me [Verse 2] Don't understand how I couldn't have hurt myself It's good for me, so I try to hеlp I- I- [?] wished you well Tried to go outsidе but we're stuck in hell [?] stretch the truth I'd rather die than be with you I'd rather lie than disappear I'm not outside- [Bridge] (I'd rather die than be with you I'd rather lie than disappear I'm not outside [?] I'm not outside [?] I'm not outside [?]) I'd rather die than be with you [Verse 3] It's okay to keep your makeup on The lights from the stage will just melt it off Yeah, you're not who I thought, you're just being you Yeah, I just didn't see that point of view I've been doing old time for my past regrets Do it all the time for my future friends By the sounds of it, so have you Never did feel apart of the things you do [Outro] (8 months in my head, yeah, it's okay Been weeks, guess I can't complain Guess I can't complain Guess I can't complain [?]) [?] stretch the truth I'd rather die than be with you I'd rather die than be with you I'd rather die than be with you [?] stretch the truth I'd rather die than be with you I'd rather lie than disappear I'm not outside-