Pain

Lyrics

(Verse) No amount of pain can equate to the pain that you left me wit Don't fuck wit me anymore But your homegirls bounce to this Wanna have a heart-to-heart in public, I'm always off the shits Don't talk about it, It's nothin' Just have a problem with substance And I guess the first understanding is, is that I understand nothin' So I'll go and face all my fears It's just hard to hold back the tears So I pack a rip, and then pop a tab, then shotgun one or two beers I'm fucked up, It's too early Let's go back to talkin', where were we? Oh yea I'm hurt, I'm heartbroken, and I'm always fuckin' crying Sometimes I wish we still dated Too bad I'm intoxicated Appreciate what you did for me Know there's two sides to the story I'm tired of making these songs At this point I made you an album And your new man, through all of this, I hope I made him a fan I hope that you understand That I had to do this again And I hope that you'll be okay I hope you have a good day And I hope you think about every time we used to Skype when you stay up late Hope you miss the way that I dance Hope you miss the ______ Hope you miss all of my friends (hope you miss all of my friends) And I don't know what to say now Feel like I'm 'bout to have a breakdown If I sit and cry uncontrollably I'll just wish you were here just holding me So here it is, I'm the next to go 'Bout to have another episode How you toss it out like a trash bag? That's FML without a hashtag So I'll smoke until I can't breathe Hopefully one day that you'll see I'm emotional as can be And I told you that I'm tore up I might steal a car and do donuts and do drifts until I throw up No more room on the tour bus This life now, is for us And I wish you could just be there But It's too bad you don't care So I sit and pull out my hair 'Cause I've got all of this stress Too bad It's a mess How was I to know we were to fall apart? So I meet another, then break her heart, like that's my fault, knew from the start And It's too much weight on my conscious When I think about it, get nauseous So ima go there and vomit Despite the way that I feel And I hope one day that I see her Until then I got tequila And my best friends My set's next Don't get it twisted out of context To be honest now, It's whatever After rapping this I feel better These closure songs really get to me Just a sentiment of what you meant to me