Why Do I Keep Going Towards The Light?

Lyrics

[Intro: Dylan Longworth] I wanna end me Thoughts they are killing me trying to send me Into the light and I'm trying to fight, I don't wanna, my mind is against me I wanna die, been in the darkness, I'm seeing the light Losing my focus, losing my sight Cause I just wanna die, yeah [Hook: Dylan Longworth] I wanna end me Thoughts they are killing me trying to send me Into the light and I'm trying to fight, I don't wanna, my mind is against me I wanna die, been in the darkness, I'm seeing the light Losing my focus, losing my sight Cause I just wanna die [Verse: Kyo] I just wanna die It's so hard to focus when this shit be hitting my mind Life throw me over I feel like I'm stuck in the past, I'm behind Pull out a .22 watch it how it fly at the back of my eyеs Nothing can see me, I'm truly a demon, now summon me back into lifе I thought I had skipped all the nightmares, but they were all truly alive [Hook: Dylan Longworth] I wanna end me Thoughts they are killing me trying to send me Into the light and I'm trying to fight, I don't wanna, my mind is against me I wanna die, been in the darkness, I'm seeing the light Losing my focus, losing my sight Cause I just wanna die [Verse: Dylan Longworth] Yeah I'm so done with this I ain't in control, I ain't even running shit Thinking about how life is just a punishment I'm gonna throw it all away and now I'm coming quick To the end of the road, you already know I put the gun to my head then I blow And then I go away to the world down below Then I wake from the nightmare that stays in my soul I don't wanna see another day But I'm too busy hearing what the fuck they gotta say I've been worried all the people that around me being fake So I'm going toward the light like a moth to a flame I'm losing my feelings, I'm going insane I don't wanna move on, from the shit that we made You kept pushing me under and threw me away So I'm just gonna leave it today Yuh [Hook: Dylan Longworth] I wanna end me Thoughts they are killing me trying to send me Into the light and I'm trying to fight, I don't wanna, my mind is against me I wanna die, been in the darkness, I'm seeing the light Losing my focus, losing my sight Cause I just wanna die