Beloved

Lyrics

[Intro: Sufjan Stevens] There's only a shadow of me In a manner of speaking, I am dead Døves, Døves, Døves [Verse 1: Wicca Phase Springs Eternal] Honestly, I think today's the day I die And you sleep through it all 'Cause you've been throwin' up all night But, that's fine Honestly, we're both sick to our stomach Honestly, I love it Honestly, if I could take it back I would chase you back Nothin' ever seems to matter really And now the curtains close (don't go) Now my heart beats slow GothBoiClique, take my soul No one'll know [Verse 2: Døves] It was only a matter of time, before we cut each other out completely (But I'm empty) Tearin' my insides apart again Twistin' my stomach with (valium) Dark spirits and valium I remember when you'd call me over To houses of strangers with doors open Just to sip on stolen liquor to warm us And wander through the night, killin' off the dark Sneakin' me into your bed (Swear that I) Lettin' me into your head (Remember those nights) Tellin' me we're all we had (Taking my side) Promises you never kept (Taking my life) But, I swear that I would die before you [Bridge: Sufjan Stevens] And when I am dead, come visit my bed What can be said of my heart? [Outro: Døves and Wicca Phase Springs Eternal] GothBoiClique, heart so cold I'ma die alone (Nothing ever seems to matter really) Money comin' in, medicine in hand Sippin' antidote I finally found my home But I've been so alone It's like I'm livin' on the road Like I always overdose Like I'm always comatose Like you can't ever get close Like you can't find the pulse But you're still takin' off my clothes Like you're searchin' for a soul Just bury me in guilt Set fire to this home I swear, I never wanted it I never should have called Unholy are the ghosts In hospital walls Who hang over my head (I'm always) And remind me I'm alone (cut open)