How I Feel

Lyrics

[Intro] (Drumma Boy) Yeah It's how I feel, right It's only me right Ha It's life, ha [Verse] I was fifteen, a Virginia nigga with ambition Young but I envisioned fuckin' 'em bad bitches Lived my life with no regrets I tried to show respect, but you don't give it I guess you don't understand winnin' It might take me a lifetime to take it back And it might take you a lifetime to know the facts Yeah, just 'cause we different, don't mean we distant And if you kill a man, ain't no way to bring him back Yeah, they say it's mind over matter But what we livin' for? What really matters? Some niggas' silver spoon just on a platter And other niggas is doomed just for disaster All alone sleepin' in my bedroom As I wet the sheets, mama gon' be dead soon 'Cause a man beat her, but he don't realize She important to this family like a fuckin' heirloom Yeah, a nigga still found his way out A record deal came, that nigga played out My mama livin' good, she takin' days off And sayin', "Boy, all that hard work paid off" Five hundred racks for a hour show But ain't gon' ever do no sixty-minute interview 'Cause all you wanna do is twist my words up And all I wanna do is flip my birds up Kinda tipsy off that red rum, murder I'm a singin' ass nigga, know you heard of me Every day my clique stuntin' Niggas talkin' down, but I'ma make 'em pick they words up I done said all I had to say, what else? Cock suckers low blowin' under my belt Yeah, they hangin' from the tip, they tryna get a sip Don't let them get a grip, I'm pissin' on them myself Nineteen, a nigga went through a tragedy Three years, a nigga just found a better me Yeah, you might find another lover But you always started with Breezy like the letter "B" Nightmares feelin' haunted Thinkin' do I really like this star shit? Huh, because fame ain't freedom And this diamond chain only mean they hold you hostage Now I got a lot of offers Tellin' me to wear their clothes and they wanna be my sponsor But when a nigga fall off again, they be like, "Off him" And then they gonna smile up in your face just like, "Awesome, great" Wait, police and a thug cannot relate I guess that's why this war on drugs is the debate So I'ma keep on livin' my life from day to day Learn from my mistakes