Lyrics

[Intro] Yesterday, when we were getting high You were invited, you woulda liked it Uh-uh, I, I know you all too well I said that we could kiss the past goodbye But you weren't excited There's no way to fight it You can stay but, shawty, here I go [Verse 1] Uh, should I spend a weekend in Vegas? I'm living inside a moment—not taking pictures to save it I mean, how could I forget? My memory's never faded I can't relate to these haters, my enemies never made it I am still here wit' who I started with The game needed life, I put my heart in it I blew myself up, I'm on some martyr shit Carry the weight for my city like a cargo ship Uh, I'm 23 wit' a money tree Growing more too, I just planted a hunnid seeds It's ironic, 'cause my mother was a florist And that's how she met my pops And now my garden is enormous "It's happening, Penny Lane, just like you said" I avoided the coke game and went with Sprite instead Uh-uh, that's word to the millions that they putting up I'm tryna do better than good enough [Chorus] What am I afraid of? This is s'posed to be what dreams are made of But people I don't have the time to hang wit' Always look at me and say the same shit They say, "You promised me you would never change up" Uh-uh, uh, uh-uh, uh "You promised me you would never change up" Uh-uh, uh, uh-uh, uh [Verse 2] Uh (Oh), am I wrong for makin' light of my situation? Clap on When 40 got some shit for me to snap on Now that I'm on I don't really wanna worry 'bout gettin' back on I'm just tryin' to stay on, get my fuckin' buffet on I heard they just moved my grandmother to a nursin' home And I be actin' like I don't know how to work a phone But hit "re-dial," you'll see that I just called Some chick I met at the mall that I barely know at all and Plus, this woman that I messed wit' unprotected Texted sayin' she wished she woulda kept it The one that I'm layin' next to just looked over and read it Man, I couldn't tell you where the fuck my head is I'm holdin' on by a thread It's like I'm high right now, the guy right now And you could tell by lookin' in my eyes right now That nothin' really comes as a surprise right now 'Cause we just havin' the time of our lives right now [Chorus] What am I afraid of? This is s'posed to be what dreams are made of But people I don't have the time to hang wit' Always look at me and say the same shit They say, "You promised me you would never change up" Uh-uh, uh, uh-uh, uh "You promised me you would never change up" Uh-uh, uh, uh-uh, uh [Verse 3] Well, alright Uh, I live by some advice this girl Lissa told me The other day Lissa told me that she miss the old me Which made me question when I went missin' And when I start treatin' my friends different Maybe it was the fast-paced switch up Or the two guns in my face durin' the stick up Maybe 'cause a girl I thought I trusted Was who set the whole shit up But in fact, I haven't seen them since they locked Big Rich up I know, but same time I'm quick to forget I'm 'bout to roll me up a blunt wit' my list of regrets Burn it all, burn it all, I'm startin' it fresh 'Cause half the time I got it right I probably guessed Did I just trade free time for camera time? Will I blow all of this money, baby, hammer time? Yeah, I just need some closure Ain't no turnin' back for me, I'm in it 'til it's over