RunAway 18'

Lyrics

I'm just speaking on life through instrumentals/ I only left Philly, building up my credentials/ Ride down my old block feeling so sentimental/ That 75th street sign remind me the shit I been through/ Humble beginnings turned arrogant I admit it/ But how can I be a pharaoh, when acting timid?/ Looking death down the barrel is a reality/ Niggas died young, killed off the inner child in me/ My homie he's a slave to the system/ Did a 3 year bid, a 2 year bid, a 4 year stretch/ 9 years, for' he turned 30/ A fucking third of his life, he'll never get it back the shit is scary/ Will they forget me when a nigga buried?/ Type of shit I'm thinking when I'm drunk, vision blurry/ First time fucking shorty but its all the same/ Same vibe, same reason, just a different name/ Yea I'm faded and I'm jaded/ I'm gifted and pessimistic/ Full text relationships and the dialogue is cryptic/ I live inside my iPhone, more like an iHome/ I wake up I'm on it, checking my mail before I pray/ I liked 20 pictures for' I started my day/ Read a DM for' I texted back my own mama/ Only content I'm taking in is sex and drama/ All I think about is OOO's and a lot of commas/ All I'm looking for is hoes but I know queens/ How I lack it, but I'm building up ya'll self esteem/ We never take are own advice, Shit is weird but its right/ I can tell you everything that you should be doing/ But I ain't doing anything that you fucking hearing/ If I really think about it, I'm just interfering/ God Complex, am I still God fearing/ I just hope, I don't stop caring/ I'm Full of Sin/