Is This Real?

Lyrics

[Intro] It's hard to chill these days It's hard to just lay back, chill Know what I mean? Alright, it's like you can't forget the feeling boy So hard to chill man, there's always suttin' y'know? Always suttin' And you know what Smoking's just making me feel even worse man Know dat Whatever man I ain't even smoke to chill I mean what's real boy? What's real? Real's having your own back boy Gotta have your back boy Nobody got my back like me man I'm out to get mine girl I'm out to get mine [Verse 1] Yo I started this on my own I'll see this through on my own Continue this alone Probably best left alone Cause I've learned life is real I can't help how I feel Wish I was made of steel Haven't quit, never will But I think to myself Will I make it off the shelf? Boom par [?], I want some wealth Maintain mental health So I sit getting high Asking when, asking why Sleep with my samurai Ready for any guy I can't believe this is life Full of pain, full of strife Could resort to suicide But I must live my life Gotta fight, gotta fend Know the lick, know the trend Looks like we're nearly men Wish we could start again 'Cause we was kids, we was young Used to love having fun Now we look up to gun And the aim's only one Make money every day Any how, any way I try to choose the legal way But I really gotta say [Hook] Sometimes I wonder is this real, is this real? Can life alone affect the way I feel, way I feel? Wish I could just lay back and chill But I really need to know is this real, is this real? Sometimes I wonder is this real, is this real? Can life alone affect the way I feel, way I feel? Wish I could just lay back and chill But I really need to know is this real, is this real? [Verse 2] I get high to get by Sitting in the street like "Penny for the Guy?" Police take snapshots of the drive-by But I won't stick around, I'm camera shy I get high to get by Sitting in the street with my eyes in the sky Friends all scatter, that girls act sly And fellas want beef but they don't know why I get high to stay calm Sitting on the street with my face in my palm Otherwise I would cause harm With this knife on the hand on the end of my arm I get high to stay wise Sitting in the top floor of a high rise They say I'm big but they don't know my real size Whole teams take up the truth to the sky [?] Truth is, somehow I climbed out of six car crashes last year And every day it just gets more and more clear That just maybe I'm meant to be here And even though I got beef all over I know one day it'll all be over Stolen vehicles, guns, and crack Roads and sections, the way I act But yeah I still find time for my friends And I hope they find time for each other Treat that girl like she's your sister Treat that boy like he's your brother We done been through endless change, endless tragedy, endless trouble Just stand firm and tall the end, no doubt we'll make it through the struggle [Hook] Sometimes I wonder is this real, is this real? Can life alone affect the way I feel, way I feel? Wish I could just lay back and chill But I really need to know is this real, is this real? Sometimes I wonder is this real, is this real? Can life alone affect the way I feel, way I feel? Wish I could just lay back and chill But I really need to know is this real, is this real?