VINUSHKA

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[Japanese] 雲と交わす 呼吸を止めて 嗚呼 ただ 盲目の殻 此処が底か?陰りに身を焼かれ 嗚呼 ただ 忘れていたい 蟻の巣へと 欲を滑らせ さあ 今 生まれ変わればいい 明日を眠らせて 振り向く安らぎ 鋭く尖る 感情に身を任せて うねる流れさえ生きてる証と 涙に耽る明日を誘う うえつくドグラ、マグラ 斑の痛みと唯一の人格 色取り取りに飾りつけられた瞳も、もういらない また偽善が連れ去って行くのか? 独りきりの真っ赤な夜舞台 湧き上がる立役者に捧げる 此処が真実だ 誤魔化せない心の片隅には「まだ此処に居たい」 許せないのは誰? 冷えた声を響かせ 誓う 業と歩む 天地裂けた我この身と叫ぶ 罰と刻む 風と消えろ我の証は? 「金剛に輝く月はもう 見飽きそうなくらい眺めたんだ 狼にもなれそうにない 闇に狂いそうだ 首を喰らいたい 儚き残骸 眠らせはしないから 甘えたい年頃が・・・小夜なら 君に狂いそうだ」 誰しもが幸福とばかりに 手を伸ばし闇に潜む鬼となる もうすでに終わりは生まれた 形は零に生まれ子宮に這い戻り腐る 繰り返す度 崩れてゆくお前等の面が 耳を砕く真相には誰も触れやしない 抑圧された意思 罪を贖い命よ去れ 儚きアンチテーゼ 咽び泣く地へと テーゼに浸る共有に骨を埋めて 憂鬱、背負うまま ざらつく津波に さらわれ苦い涙と笑う 価値を見出せず 首縊り十三階段 手を叩き馴れ合う人 女々しい思想に混ざり傷付ける そんな君がなんだか悲しすぎる 血しぶく 本能 踏み潰し 死を語る 業と歩む 天地裂けた我この身と叫ぶ 罰と刻む 風と消えろ我の証は? 耳を砕く真相には誰も触れやしない 抑圧された意思 罪を贖い命よ去れ 俺が悪であるが故に 生きる意味さえ罪なのか? [Romaji] Kumo to kawasu kokyuu wo tomete aa tada moumoku no... Koko ga soko ka? Kageri ni mi wo yakare aa tada wasureteitai Ari no su he to yoku wo suberase saa ima umarekawareba ii Ashita wo nemurasete furimuku yasuragi Surudoku tongaru kanjou ni mi wo makasete Uneru nagare sae ikiteru akashi to Namida ni fukeru ashita wo sasou Uetsuku dogura, magura madara no itami to yuiitsu no jinkaku Irotoridori shoku ni ritsu kerareta hitomi mo, mou iranai Mata gizen ga tsuresatte iku no? Hitorikiri no makka na yoru budai Wakiagaru tateyakusha ni sasageru Koko ga shinjitsu da Goma kasenai kokoro no katasumi "mada koko ni itai" Yurusenai no wa dare? Hieta koe wo hibikase chikau Waza to ayumu tenchi saketa ware kono mi to sakebu Batsu to kizamu kaze to kiero ware akashi wa? "kingou ni kagayaku tsuki wa mou miaki sou na kurai nagametanda Ookami ni mo nare sou ni nai yami ni kurui sou da Tsukasa wo kuraitai hakanaki zangai nemurase wa shinai kara Amaetai toshigoro ga... Sayo nara kimi ni kurui sou da" Dareshimo ga koufuku to bakari ni te wo nobashi yami ni hisomu oni tonaru Mou sude ni owari wa umareta Katachi wa rei ni umare shikyou ni haimodorikusaru Kurikaesu do kuzurete yuku omaera no mote ga Mimi wo kudaku shinsou ni wa daremo fureya shinai Yokuatsu sareta ishi Tsumi wo aganai inochi yo sare Hakanaki anchiteeze musebinaku chi he to Teeze ni hitaru kyouyuu ni hone wo umete Yuutsu, seou mama zaratsuku tsunami ni Saraware ni gai namida to warau Kachi wo midasezu kubikukuri juusankaidan Te wo tataki nareau hito Memeshii shisou ni mazari kitzukeru Zonna kimi ga nandaka kanashisugiru Chi shibuku honnou fumitsubushi Shi wo kataru Waza to ayumu tenchi saketa ware kono mi to sakebu Batsu to kizamu kaze to kiero ware akashi wa? Mimi wo kudaku shinsou ni wa daremo fureya shinai Yokuatsu sareta ishi Tsumi wo aganai inochi yo sare Ore ga aku de aru ga yue ni Ikiru imi sae tsumi na no ka [English] I exchange thoughts with the clouds I hold my breath Ahh, it's just hard shell you can't see Is that where the bottom is? The shadow burns me Ahh, I just want to keep forgetting Slip your desires into the ants' nest Come now, all you have to do now is be reborn again Let tomorrow sleep and peacefulness will turn to you Free yourself and go with your razor sharp emotions Even the twisted flow is the proof that you are alive I invite the tearfully-indulging tomorrow The inculcated Dogra Magra The pain of the mark and the one and only personality And those colorful eyes all decorated I don't want them anymore Is hypocrisy going to come and take it away? The lonely red stage at night I dedicate the following to the aspiring leading actor That's where the truth is The small corner of my un-cheatable heart says "I still want to be here" Who can't we forgive? I let them hear my cold voice And i swear I will live with my work I scream with this body of flesh that separates heaven and hell I carve the sins What will be the proof of my existence if it disappears with the wind? "I've stared at the strong shining moon long enough to be bored Can't even turn myself into a werewolf But just enough to become crazy by the darkness I want to suck the neck The emptiness of the remains I won't let you sleep At the age where you just want attention...tonight I might go crazy for you." Everyone wants to reach out their hand and grab happiness But they just end up becoming the monster that lies deep in darkness The end has already come to life It will take form at zero and will crawl back into the uterus and rot Every time this happens your faces crumble No one wants to talk about truth that hurts the ear The suppressed minds Compensate the sins and let life be gone The emptiness of the antithesis Becomes the choking and crying land Bury the bones in the common land immersed in thesis Be burdened by depression The gritty tsunami takes me away and I smile with bitter tears Couldn't understand the value of things The hanging of the necks at the 13 stairs Seeing people becoming friendly while clapping hands That mixes in with sissy thoughts and hurts others Seeing you like this it's just too sad Splash of blood Squashing basic instincts Talk about death I will live with my work I scream with this body of flesh that separates heaven and hell I carve the sins. What will be the proof of my existence if it disappears with the wind? No one wants to talk about the truth that hurts the ear The suppressed minds Compensate the sins, and let life be gone Is it a sin for me to live because I am evil?