Making it Hard

Lyrics

[Intro: Diddy, Mary J. Blige] Can you feel me? I want her to feel it in her chest I want her to feel it in her soul I want her to lose control Mary, talk to 'em I Yeah I [Chorus: Mary J. Blige] You takin' a part of me That I cannot set free See me lettin' go No this ain't the time I got too much livin' to do And I can't lose it over you So give me the flow I'll get my swagger goin' I'll say this is the year for me You makin it so damn hard For me to love you You makin it so damn hard For me to love you You makin it so damn hard For me to love you You makin it so damn hard For me to love you [Verse 1: Diddy] Damn, you been around and been down the whole way I know I make it hard to love me, but trust me I could take you to places that you ain't never been Put you in purple labels and that ferroin Get your name engraved on a weaderin On everything I'mma love you better more than I ever did See baby girl listen Since you been here with me Can't even lie, see the rider and your ambition Providin' me with the fire When you wet and drippin' Mama if you see if you different Go 'head and get it And I ain't sayin' if you leave me it'd be better But me and you together, honey we could do whatever (Let's do it) I made it hard I admit it it's true I need to hear somethin' I'm listenin' boo (talk to 'em) [Bridge: Mary J. Blige] Submit to a heart as fake as sure the things improve I'm prepared to take it there for you Your love, it keeps me nervous Ain't no purpose, constant chest pains It's amazin', but it ain't enough Friends keep askin', i'm stayin' around For what? Who shelters me the key is rewind to where reminders of what it is Oh, oh, oh [Interlude: Diddy] I know I'm hard to love Let's rock [Chorus: Mary J. Blige] You makin it so damn hard For me to love you You makin it so damn hard For me to love you You makin it so damn hard For me to love you You makin it so damn hard For me to love you You makin it so damn hard For me to love you You makin it so damn hard For me to love you You makin it so damn hard For me to love you You makin it so damn hard For me to love you [Verse 2: Diddy] Lemme talk to you one more time girl You always sayin' that I don't want you to hurt You always complainin' But I was makin' it worse Besides all the games that I's kickin' at first It's time to explain My mind's been in reverse But now I think back When nobody cared And you was there Just to roll by your man And came back Even know what I did I realize and I'm aware I know what it is Put that on everything, girl you my everything I don't know where I'd be, 'cause you the air I breathe If lovin' is wrong, who could be right? I wouldn't know what to do without you in my life You're more to me than the world I pray The more nights for your heart to break Right in the middle of the dawn of day I think of all the pain I caused And throw it away and say I need you in my life Can you feel it in your soul [Chorus: Mary J. Blige] You makin it so damn hard For me to love you You makin it so damn hard For me to love you You makin it so damn hard For me to love you You makin it so damn hard For me to love you [Interlude: Diddy] I know it's hard to love me That don't mean I don't love you Hey rich I love the way you got Harlem singin' Mary take us home [Chorus: Mary J. Blige] You makin it so damn hard For me to love you You makin it so damn hard For me to love you You makin it so damn hard For me to love you You makin it so damn hard For me to love you [Outro: Diddy & Mary J. Blige] She the queen of hip-hop soul Yeah You Are