Lyrics

I need help I can't leave, I can't breathe I see my way out but I'm in too deep to care Emotionless, I feel myself about to break Self-destruction, self-corruption This life I know, this life I hate With each passing day my outlets slip away I believe the lies and I dig myself in deeper [Chorus] I play a daily game of tug-of-war What's in my heart, what's on my mind Not weighing circumstances Passing blindly by my chances Knowing some day I might die In the silence of my nightmare no one else can hear me scream No one else knows what I need No one else believes I could die and not care I need something to set me free [Chorus] Reflections from my past that seem so unreal to me I'm out of touch, I can no longer feel me My heart is sick and my mind is reeling Don't know myself, don't know why I still don't care I'm the only one that's playing And I'm the only one that's playing The more I struggle, the more I lose I dig myself in deeper and still don't care [Chorus] Then the moment comes when you reach for my heart But I know it's too hard to find