Lyrics

(Verse 1) I rap under Beamer keep myself undercover Like Donald Glover and Alpha G shoutout to my brother I'm the annoying lil bro Wanted to swallow all those pills whole I had a dream that i met my idol Hes eyeing me like I was idle I said i don't want you to take this the wrong way But i think i can be like you someday And i really believe that i can It's the only thing i pray for go to the vatican But no one else retweets No One else believes Even the best are self conscious Even someone with trophies on their shelf so obnoxious "no no no" magic conch says When you try to escape the boxes I think i lost it My eyes turning to fossetts Never make out of this town forget Boston Forget Boston never make out of this town forget Boston Everyone insecure not gonna pretend i'm not Confidence falls flat like served at ihop After this song i promise ill stop Whether i forget or i tie not I swear i peaked in 2005 I'm sick as a hound ya i'm barely alive I Went to the year 3005 living under water Your great granddaughters doing fine In my room i wanna die you know Feel like no one would cry at my funeral (Chorus x2) Im doing me ya Being myself no one can Teach that Who else preach that Is it just me thats sad (Verse 2) I'm really trying to hardest Tryna rapper a pianist a guitarist Be a star like a tauris But now i'm being punished my bosses Sometimes I wish i could sleep and never wake up So my dreams could really take off If i die tonight i don't care I got problems but i tell myself not to share I know im probably not doing this song justice Everyone plays me like im a game dave and busters I wish i could bust my brain out of my head I wish i could just snap and be dead Sorry for that spasm But one bad thought and those thoughts just happen I just feel like I don't belong anymore No one would need help if i became treelore (Chorus x2) Im doing me ya Being myself no one can Teach that Who else preach that Is it just me thats sad