Don’t Judge Me

Lyrics

[Verse 1] This shit ain't nothin' like it used to be I just found out that my friends and family be usin' me Medicine cabinet full of pills and I'm abusin' it (yeah I'm abusin') Fuck lookin' for Waldo 'cause I'm losing me I used to look up and see stars, now when I look up it's hard 'Cause when I look up I be down on my knees and I'm talkin' to God My mama ain't say it was easy but she never said it was hard though Remember her slamming that car door How you fucked me up, only God know And now a young nigga hardcore, walkin' this dark road I should've bought some more leashes 'cause all of my dogs gone The shit that I'm learning, you could never teach it, not even on smart phones I must've been under some type of hypnosis 'cause now when I look back I'm far gone [Chorus] I hold my head up to keep tears from fallin' And they just roll down the side of my cheek What you know 'bout going to Plato's Closet? Sellin' clothes, tryna buy somethin' to eat ('Cause you hungry and your children hungry) Got a bright future but that shit ain't promised When any day you can die in the streets So don't judge me, don't judge me Until you lay your head where I sleep, yeah yeah yeah yeah [Verse 2] I can't even lie, it hurt me I became another person Remember when I had a purpose Now I'm lookin' for a purpose Lurkin', and I'm poppin' them percs Yeah that cup dirty, cup ice like a Slurpee, Slurppe When I was down niggas curved me Made me take off the jersey When the cost to love you wasn't worth it But I forgive you, no one's perfect Had a nigga feelin' worthless, whoa Watch a nigga thumb through it Problems, I was goin' through 'em Partner beggin' me to rob him and I'm beggin' him not to do it A hundred niggas all around you but you feel like the only one that's in the room Like you got a voice but you can't speak, yeah You wake up to sunlight shining all on you but you just ready for the moon Ready to fall asleep, yeah yeah [Chorus] I hold my head up to keep tears from fallin' And they just roll down the side of my cheek What you know 'bout going to Plato's Closet? Sellin' clothes, tryna buy somethin' to eat ('Cause you hungry and your children hungry) Got a bright future but that shit ain't promised When any day you can die in the streets So don't judge me, don't judge me Until you lay your head where I sleep, yeah yeah yeah yeah [Outro] The moon and sun is fascinating to my eyes If the sun is shining, moon, and all the stars up in the sky I'm seeing more than the average human eye In the dark is where I live, lord let me shine, yeah