Love Is Not a Choice

Lyrics

baby, it's so peculiar a nightmare recurring but only when i'm wide awake it's like i'm out of body like i'm taken over like devils come to rob the place woke up and couldn't find you couldn't find the children a fuzzy head, blood on my clothes and i could not remember if i had killed or saved you i only knew i was alone oh my god i came to just in time to watch it burn gasoline on my hands and a grave lesson learned that love is not a choice 'cause i've chosen not to love you anymore and i don't have a voice that a heart can hear when a heart knows what it wants so love is not a choice so I am fantasizing getting homicidal want to kill the man who did this to you 'cause he's a thief and killer a fucking wrecking-baller he's driving wild in my rear view i loved you for so long and i love you today but i don't know how long i can live in a house by your grave 'cause love is not a choice and i've chosen not to love you anymore but i don't have a voice that a heart can hear when a heart knows what it wants so, love is not a choice and deep down the only one you want is the one who you betray the one who you can't have who'll never take you back who you think you never loved and who never loved you too sometimes you need the lie to be the truth 'cause love is not a choice and i've chosen not to love you anymore but i don't have a voice that a heart can hear when a heart knows what it wants oh, love is not a choice