Stagnation

Lyrics

I'm fading out, well I'm blowing up I'm jaded now, I don't give a fuck Hate living so I've been getting numb Stay smoking blunts by my lonesome Embracing the nothingness fucking up I've been feeling numb and i don't love Never reached out, never been touched I stagnate, I've been scum Permanently in a daze It's hurting to drift through a day I'm yearning for another way Endurance have begun to wain Submerging in filth while [?] the waste Live for myself til' I'm locked in a grave I've made my own hell I am not being saved Diе in irrelevance, gonе and disgraced I'm gonna die in irrelevance, gone and disgraced This empty husk, barely a body Every brush been soul crushing Thrive in the dusk, I'm nobody I chose death, take blame fully Succumbing to this apathy I'm numb and for futility I don't wanna do anything I'm a failure as a human being Been a recluse I don't need a bitch I only leave my room to cop a zip Nothing to lose if I'm ready to quit Embrace delusion, It's a benefit Unhappines has swallowed me I know nihilism is for the weak But I've been trying and truthfully Eternal gray is all i see