I’m Actually Not

Lyrics

Fucking bitch Fuck my life Im a fucking stupid retard [?] [?] rob your hoe And i let you suck my tiny dick 2019, [?] you online Im infected, ive [?] I dont fantasize [?] I see fear inside her eyes, i can't get a grip Ima kill myself tonight so i grab a bitch Dph and dextro got my vision fucking glitched Praying to my lord. [?] for that paranoia [?] everyones talk [?] just ignore it Dirty little bitch, sniffing dope, smoking foil I miss Hope, Hope is dead Ima fucking overdose Tiny penis cuck swagger in my phone, lets do [?] Benadryl and heroine inside my body, i can't chill Fucking with brain damaged shawtys Traumatizing fucking youth [?] my face and fuck my asshole til my shit ans organs spill Organs spill, you could get killed if you slip bitch 100s on me, i think ima fucking relapse I might rob your hoe for the dope and the crystal Ive been tryna chill but i just [?] I can't change til you kill me Oh, on the dark net, zero feelings And it makes me so sick but i love it And im wishing i could quit what im watching And im trying to change Im not