Apparatus (Live At CBGB, 1996)

Lyrics

Looking down again Looking down again Locked inside again Hide my eyes again Looking down Locked inside Hide my eyes Again Staring at my feet again Staring at my feet again Swimming in the shallow end Get your eyes off my back Get your eyes off my back Get your eyes off my back Your eyes I tried to listen to empty heads I embraced ideals already dead I tried to listen I tried to fit in Oh I tried Yeah I lied Yeah I died for you For you For you I tried to be what you want me to be Trying to be the impossible Trying Trying to be the impossible (All my friends are dying off I'm a smoking fucking head) Dying to be acceptable (All my friends are living on I hope I wind up dead) Dying to be Your standards are killing me